physics' real sucky...duno why im taking this subject...but bio will kill my brain cells more...and i think there's no other subject that i can take....maybe i should long ago have taken arts as an olevel subject then i can continue pursue my design 'dream'...well but maybe that's not really my interest...i so not noe myself..

a little update for wat i've been doing for preparation for this 'so big' promos...
yes so after the one week term 3 break...i started preparing for GP....okay its general paper and not geometric progression!!! Since its like 2 weeks more to GP paper after the holidays...so im prepared to use the entire 1 week plus to PREPARE for GP...which i did....i noe that alot of ppl dont study gp as it's the subject that u dont need study....and u cant prepare anith...worst come to worst just go in and crap...and they will score welll...but to me...it's totally the opposite...the problem is how u gonna study for gp....cannot study one wat...but one thing is that if i tried my best to prepare for gp...there's a big chance that nth u studied will come out...but i guess it's the xin li zuo yong...cos i cannot go in unprepared...i got the supe scare feeling ...must at least prepare to make myself calmer.... or else i will just go crazy...cos i really worry too much....i can think of alot of things to happen...haha...thru these few weeks...i realise i can hu si luan xiang alot....so it really distracts me from my study...haha...i always got to tink of super unrelated stuffs of the future...i dunno lah...super wierd daydreaming..then get carried away in my stupid thoughts...

so since i spend the entire 2 weeks on gp ... im left with no time for my other subjects...and wat i've revised during the one week holiday dont really stay in my brain at all....haha but no choice cos if gp's not going to be over...i cant allow myself to read other subjects...ok. wo jiu shi zhe yang lah....evrytime oso like that..must wait for it to be over then i can focus on other things....but gp compre turn out to be....haiz...i think im gonna fail this time again....wat kind of gp paper lor...

aniwae the 4-day study break was such a tight schedule......aniwae it's over now...what i can say is i tried to put in my best..though may not be as productive...but should be the furthest i can stretch myself...even if im given much more time...i think i will nvr get fully prepared anyway...somemore it will be far too draggy to persevere....i really cannot stand it.... okay this is really not so me last time!!! im just dun have so much self-control nowadays...

aniwae i also dunno wat happen to me lah....the day after gp got food poisoning so spent the entire day suffering from pain...it really gonna killed me...if not for that injection just feel like banging myself against the wall...tat's wat i told my mum...haha...i think i just got so much things happening this year...and it's like always b4 some big exams...like b4 midyrs oso got some infection problem then had my first injection this year...but glad that evrything turns out fine...

and im now ranting on my blogg...hahha...

yeah so today went for class outing to marina sq area...got to eat my first ever full meal at jack's place since ive been having porridge and non-meat stuff after my food poisoning day...

oh well...my class' full of nonsense....like stupid alex keep suaning me...okay shall not mention wat he's been attacking...or i will continue be teased at...
went 'window-shopping' at ps....then i dropped myhandphone so loud...tat evryone ard turn to look at me...lol i think i was quite dumb...hit my elbow against the wall and drop my phone....i think my elbow's so much more painful than my handphone...but my heart more pain...haiz...luckily it still works....

okay so went to have "Afternoon Tea" at cafe cartel that's quite worth the money...haha shared this cheeze cake and a big cup of cappuccino for 5.20bucks...well...aniwae it's like treating urself better after so much hard work...so just enjoy today...then we started our super funny, agitated convo ...haha i think we are quite loud...but who cares......

its really a super big cup...haha nearly like the size of a bowl.....

okay i shall give myself the deserved break and enjoy and slack and go out!!! yeah!!!